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I'm just going to stop attempting to fast because it never fucking happens. 300 calories yesterday, 650 today. Disgusting, and I almost ate even more. I know I know... it isn't that much really, but I feel like I won't lose because of it. I just need to like eat everyday, even if it's just a little amount, otherwise I'm going to gorge myself. I'll just aim to eat as little as possible. I'm sick of just working out in my room, this summer I'll ride my bike for hours but fr now I'll stick to my room. I did the math in school today and determined that if I lose two pounds per week, I will reach my goalby the time I go to college and if I lose three pounds a week, then I will overshoot my goal, but it'll still be wonderful. I think I'd be content with that. Like, it doesn't seem like a lot but just think: Week one will be three pounds down, week two will be six, week three will be nine, week four will be twelve, week five will be fifteen, week six will be eighteen, week seven will be twenty-one! Plus I'm not even counting this week, I'm going as if I don't loose anymore this week. But basically, by the middle of June I could be 132, and because I lsot it slow it would stay off. Hopefully I lose quicker than that, but I'll be fine either way. No going over 700 calories per day, that's a rule. Plan for the night is to do homework (half hour) work out (hour) watch jeopardy and something else (hour) work out again (half hour) bathe (half hour) and that should take me to 8:00. Then I'll play solitaire until I pass out. Should be good, because I'm deff not going to eat anything else. Well since I'm eating again, I think tomorrow my one meal will be a piece of pizza at school, because we are having this one thing and we get pizza blahblahblah. Then I might have an orange when I get home and that'll be it. If I'm to 150 by the end of the weekend I'll lay skyrim, otherwise no. If I reach 150 sooner than that, then I can play skyrim. Damn I want to play skyrim now. Anyway, I should probably be working out but then I have to go look for batteries for my wii... or I'll do that later, and I'll just do my jumping jacks and everything now. Deeeallllll.