Sort of good news. Yesterday morning I weighed 72 kilos even. Today I weigh 70.5 kilos. I weighed in the morning yesterday, after I peed and before I ate. SO I think it’s accurate. Either way, this is my true weight I think. At least I’m not as huge as I thought I was. I’m going by kilos until I get to 60 kilos because I can’t stand to see the big numbers on the scale. This eases my anxiety a little. Weird thing is that I ate a good amount yesterday. I don’t know. Whatever. I’m not eating today, because I’ve given up on being relaxed and at peace. That’s all I wanted from food, right? But once it’s over, I just feel full of chaos. So no more food until I’m in the low 140’s. I look decent then.
We had a delay this morning so I slept in a little and then danced a little bit. Then the stupid sensor bar for the Wii ran out of juice and I had to stop because I’m too lazy to go and grab some new batteries. I don’t have much to say because it’s still morning and nothing’s happened yet. I was going to have coffee but I think I’ll wait until I’ve fasted for a day and I actually need it. Hopefully today works out… I’ll write more later.
Thing(s) I'll get when I'm thin:
This boy, in my bed.
This dress, and ones similar.
Decided to eat today.
Breakfast: Orange-62 cals.
Lunch: Apple-80 cals
And when I get home I'll have soup for dinner.
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